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[28 Apr 2008|04:29pm] |
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Sorry is this is vague, I really just don't feel like putting any effort into this.
The end of an "era" is near, I'm past the point of no return in reguards to focusing on school work. What's the point.
Can't wait to be done, but.. but nothing actually. Just can't wait.
Relationships.... ugg and yum. Mostly kinda ugg right now. Hopefully that changes by thursday.
Mexico should be fun if I even go. I'm pretty sure I'm going to go. I'll just say I'm going to go and hopefully that just makes it more real.
Grad party will be nice, no alcohol and I don't care because the money will be greatly appriciated. I'm not inviting many people, it's a family ordeal. Plus, most people I know wouldn't come if there wasn't substance abuse involved anyways.
"Up north" is a fequented destination this summer, hopefully close to every weekend. I got my boaters licence so I can drive the jet skis now. I made freinds with a kid I've known my whole life on Saturday night, he has a cabin right by mine so we plan on partying. YAY
Amanda and I need to buy lots of shit for college but since we don't know what our dorm is going to be like yet, it's a little difficult and highly annoying beacuse we have to keep thinking about it.
Our AOP is comming up, put it on the list.
I got my prom dress, a date, a table, a limo, an after party, all is set... thank god I hate thinking about that shit.
I honestly could care less about walking at graduation, they make it all serious and shit. No fun. I'm throwing my hat anyways.
warm weather calms bad moods.
Starting to think about my future more, about what I need to do, what needs to change, who in my life is holding me back, which relationships arnt worth holding on to and which need to be cultivated. blah.. too bad I don't smoke anymore. I could just get high and think about it all tommorow, or not at all and be a veggetable. But what a life that would be eh? haha So I suppose I'll crack open a beer and mull it all over.
Shit... I'm not going to be rich enough to buy my favorite alcohol next year. poo, I hate gross cheap shit. Oh well. It there's a will, there's a way, right?
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[05 Nov 2007|04:39pm] |
I'm going to MSU next year!! Amanda is my roomate and we're gunna tear it up like no other =D
life is really busy this year. I did something stupid and now i have a really hard schedule. I'm hoping this will make next year easier.
Halloween was a blast, too bad I passed out early.
My dad's in Florida until January =( pooey. I haven't had a normal Christmas for 3 years.
Im poor and it sucks.
I wish I could rock all night and sleep all day. Not possible! and when i have the chance I'm an old lady and fall asleep at 12!
I got my fake ID taken away. =( RIP lovely amazing ID, you served me well! Good thing that doesnt really hinder my ability to obtain certain beverages.
alright, sorry peeps for the uninteresting update, if you really want to know whats going on in my life, look at facebook cuz ive got plenty of crazy pictures..
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| Overdue update |
[03 Jul 2007|04:20pm] |
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So I just got back from Germany and it was amazing. If you want to see pics, get a facebook and add me as your freind.
I successfully got all As this year and I retook the ACTs... unfortunatly I only got one point higher =( 27. Well, I guess that's what i disserve for not preparing at all.
I've been extreamly social and having lots of fun lately, parties have been decent! The only problem is, I'm usually the only one not stoned so that can get a little boring, yay alcohol! No, I am NOT an alcoholic, though many people would love to think so. I just appriciate beer immensely =D no liquor over here.
I've been running, it feels good and I'm quite proud of myself. I've also been working full time, makin' back all the money I spent on my european vacation! Alec had a really good time over there, I picked him up from the airport yesterday and we're already out and about at 3 AM woo!
My parents got a cabin up north!!! Right on the water complete with sweet ass jet skis. It's 15 minutes away from Alec's cabin, which rocks alot. So I will probably be dissapearing alot this summer.
Life is good *knock on wood*
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| Break!! |
[07 Jan 2007|11:00pm] |
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Finally!! a mother fucking break!!! A cure to my stress and seemingly never ending depression!!
Bu bye 2006! you were eventful, life changing, hard, fun, amazing, horrible and a fucking kick ass sweet 16. Hello 2007! bring me good stuff! No New Years resoloutions for me, I never keep them. I did finally get my new years kiss though =D
So my B-day was the 4th, very kick ass. I spent it up norht with the love of my life, an empty cabin, a snowboard, booze, green and some pretty kick ass people.
Christmas was a downer... Dad was outa town and Alec's grandma went to the hospital a few days before x-mass eve... She has lung cancer again, almost died christmas eve beacuse of a stroke.. Not a happy Christmas for us. It didnt even feel like christmas.. it was just another day really. But we did go shopping at summerset!! we went to P F Changs (or however you say that) and we sat right next to chauncy Billiups!! haha whatever..
Ive spent probably a grand this break... pretty crazy. It's gunna be hard getting back in to the swing of things. My bedtime has been 5 am this entire time... and i actually have to sleep in my own bed.. alone. =( thats loanly. I basically live at alec's hosue... and now i dont even get to see him! FUCK. *sigh* back to the stressful and annoying drone of school and work.
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| Homecomming 2006 |
[01 Oct 2006|09:03pm] |
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So I had an amazing time.
So yeah We went out to eat at Osaka with Justine and Brett, ran into a certain person, got kinda akward.. oh well.
Then we went to the dance, the DJ sucked balls, but it was fun anyways. We then went to Nick Adkin's house and attended probably the sweetest party I've been to in a while. Unfortunatly no pictures for during but lets just say it was complete with dumb sluts throwing up all over themselves (funny) and BEER PONG!!! Nick even let me and Alec sleep in his room. how sweet :-p haha. so yeah i have a couple pics form after the party at 9:00 am
So Yeah, had a sweet time =-D
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[30 Aug 2006|01:48pm] |
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The only thing the heals a broken heart is time.. unfortunatly, I dont want to wait nor do i really want it to heal. I knew it was comming, maybe thats why it was so great? I don't know... Who ever said love hurts was completely right. I feel pathetic and retarded. I believe I will shut up and pretend nothings wrong before I start acting like every other girl on the face of this planet.
Vita infinitas infinitio
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| WTF mate? |
[10 Jul 2006|12:00pm] |
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so yeah... life is getting pretty interesting in a way which i dont like too much. Ive been working full time. my off days are Friday, Sunday and every other Saturday. I get my license on Wednesday =D FINALLY. I love "my" car. It's damn nice.
A buttload of drama just ignited on saturday night. I didnt exactly see that comming. I really really hate how drunk people act sometimes.. especially ex boyfreinds who arn't over me yet. ****i wish someone gave me a heads up about that**** GAH. so yeah, now all these rumors are goin around about me. So if you hear anything that seems kinda bad n' whatever, and if you care enough about it, then talk to me. Im quite blunt and ill tell you if its true or not. Personally, i could care less about what people are saying, i know what i know, and the people who care enough about me to figure it out know it too. oh, and before you start screaming your head off at me about something, please get my side of the story first. I find that people have alot less information on the topic than they think they do. So yeah, i hate drama and i intend to stay as distanced from it as possible =) ***if anyone who was involved reads this, understand that im not angry at anyone... I've NEVER said anything bad about anyone, except in fits of anger, and everyone knows you say things you dont mean when youre angry. So.. sorry i guess? even though im not quite sure how the whole thing ended up being my fault.***
hmm.. cedar point, maybe friday.. maybe not, maybe camping? who knows busy busy busy!!
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So far FLorida is boring as hell.
I went to the beach yesterday, lots of old people, umm really nice sand though, got a good tan =)
Ive watched 5 movies so far, and was at the grocery store 6 times. yay for food and being a lazy fat ass in front of the tv!
Actually ive been running n' stuff so i feel pretty good.
i get to use the comps at the library, at least i get to read everything im missing.
today ill hopefully see Bridget!! and who knows, maybe ill do something actually ineresting.
It seems like i might come back a week early, but that could change at any moment, so i wont get my hopes up.
It feels really wierd being back here... Its kinda depressing but not really? pish whatever, make the best of it =)
Well, i miss you guys!
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[10 Jun 2006|10:51am] |
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SO yeah, I havent updated in a while and i thought i sould.
Theres been some drama around for the past week? 2 weeks? i don't know, but anywho, everyone knows what their own drama is so i dont have to explain. Things have been changing alot, to me they're mostly good things. TO ALL OF YOU WHO THINK THAT ALL I DO IS PARTY AND SHIT your worng, just because im not home doesnt mean thats what im doing. Im actually just enjoying the feedom i have and the fact that ive found someone absoutely amazing to hang out and is just amazing all around to be with. Im trying to live it up and make the best of it becacuse he'll be leaving to college soon, and that will be the end of it.
I love my freinds, and the ones that actually know who i am and trust me, know that. They understand what's going on in my life and dont pressure me and put me on guilt trips when in fact, i shouldnt have to be obligated to hang out with a freind, it should just happen and if that freind is busy and is growing apart, then who cares! you know they'll come back because that's how it works. Things just get crazy and change for a while.
Life is there to be enjoyed, don't waste time on worring about usless things, live it up, make the best of things even if you know it might take a turn for the worst. Put shit behind you and just enjoy the life you live without the drama, do what you want to do no matter what, who cares what people think of you, in the long run, it really doesnt matter.
yeah, so thats basically what ive learned in the past month or so, i really love life right now. I wish everyone would do the same.
So yeah, sorry to people who think ive been ditching them or whatever, life's just really hetic and as soon as i get my car (which will be soon) then ill have a much much much easier time seeing all of you. I LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. please understand that.
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I'm leavin today for Italy and Greese!! Ill miss you all, hope you have a good spring break!! I'll post pics when i get back. =) much love and I hope my plane doesn't get hijacked by terrorist ninjas or something of that sort, or get raped in an ally by Italian old men.. k bye.
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| FLASHBACK! |
[01 Apr 2006|05:31pm] |
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so heres what happened on st. patties day =)
Now heres some flash backs of some of my favorite people =D
THE END
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[18 Mar 2006|11:07am] |
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HAPPY NATIONAL HANGOVER DAY!!
hope everyone had a splendid night full of shitfaced people and irish drinking songs.
Although i feel like shit today, i must say that last night was worth it... even if i cant recall what happened exactly.
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| hey look! im updating. |
[07 Feb 2006|03:25pm] |
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so lets see here... ive actually been quite busy. I'm never really home
anymore.. YAY! last weekend was good, chilled wit da bf n' company on
Friday and Saturday. Sunday was a superbowel gettogether thingy, nothin'
super special, fun though =D Yesterday i went to Caitlin's and watched
her fight with family and other people and some movies. My parents
aren't gunna be home this weekend!!! yay!! unfortunatly i'll be shipped
off to my aunts hosue with my sister but i won't have any trouble commin'
back to take over the house and plan stuff. Hopefully i'll go ice
skating with my favorite peeps on Friday =D that should be fun. I
think the weather is making everyone in a bad mood, including me..
ight,
the pointless update has come to a conclusion.
( pictures )
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| gone for the whole break =( |
[26 Dec 2005|07:43am] |
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hey dudes, im goin up north today to snowboardin and visit the family. I'll be back sometime on wednesday and then I leave on thursday morning to Pennsylvania, won't be back till the 2nd. Hope you all have a splendid break! missin the fun already =(
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NAH MY NAME IS LESLIE AND IM TOO DUMB TO LOG OUT OF MY ELJAY AT MEGANS HOUSE!!!! MEH.
EDIT: I love you guys even though you mock my clulessness ^ *cough* amanda *cough* and by the way.. great mood and music choice :-p
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| an update |
[18 Dec 2005|07:56pm] |
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This weekend was fun, Friday was Nick's Party, it was great, saturday i spent the night at Karli's, Today i went to see King Kong. Fun stuff. I MISS AMANDA AND HAZ MAN!!! life isnt fair damnit. only 3 days!!
40 questions about 2005.
1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Yes a very good year i would say.
2) What was your favorite moment of the year? meeting all the great freinds i have today.
3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? The fighting and drama that pretty much everyone i know, knows about.
4) Where were you when 2005 began? Chicago
5) Who were you with? My family and fellow Croatians
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? Pennsylvania
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?Friends in PA
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
ummm i dont really remember what it was.. maybe?
10) Did you fall in love in 2005? I fell in love before 2005
11) If yes, with who? Kyle, duh
12) If yes, do they know? nah, ive only been with the guy for over a year
13) Are you still in love with them? of course
14) Do you regret it? Hell nah
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
for 2 hours but that doesnt count
16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? ooooooooh yeah
17) Who are your favorite new friends?
Megan, Amanda, Karli,Bridgett, Taylor, Jj, Steve, Aj, Caitlin, Brad, Nick, Judith,
Striker, Devin, fuck way too many to mention. I LOVE YOU ALL!
18) What was your favorite month of 2005? probably May
19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? no
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? 2 or 3
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? no
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
very much, I MISS MY WARREN HOMIES!!
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Moonstruck, Drop Dead Fred, Kill Bill, Boondock Saints
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?too many
25) What was your favorite record from 2005? too many
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
3
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? System of a Down
28) Did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005? eh... not too too much
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
hell no
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? nighty night
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
no, not really
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? haha damn.. my whole life is a lie to my parents
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
not really, not to anyone who didnt deserve it
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
yeah
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
alot
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? hmmm i dont know, i dont get very proud of things i do
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? if i had one it wasnt that good of one cuz i cant remember
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change
something, what would it be? uhhhhh nothing cuz things wouldnt be the way they are now if i changed anything
40) What are your plans for 2006? BE THE MASTER OF THE WORLD
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! no not really.. just to live and be happy.
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| Partayyyyyyyyyy |
[03 Dec 2005|01:59pm] |
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Well yesterday was Megan's suprise party. It was splendid and she was definatly suprised =D it got a lil rough round the end cuz of her rents, but all n' all it turned out swell.
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